Rabu, 09 September 2009

FATHER & FRIEND

Well my relationship between me and my father is always considered as cat and dog. We have a some strange relationship mixed love and hate. Mungkin karena dari awal bokap gw juga terlihat tidak nyaman dan aneh dengan baby. Ya waktu gw masih baby katanya sih dari cerita2 di keluarga gw bokap gak bisa gendong his baby. Even today bokap gw bukan tipe yang melihat baby dan bisa bercanda spt om gw yg suka bermain2 dg cucu keponakannya. Waktu SMA gw ngeliat ada temen gw dg bokapnya. Dan jujur gw cemburu melihat kemesraan hubungan mereka yg sudah seperti teman dekat saja. Temen gw tetep respek sama bokapnya, tidak bersikap kurang ajar. Tapi bokapnya juga tidak menjaga jarak dg temen gw. They were like bestfriends. If only me and my father can be like them.



O, Papa sit down, and hear my song.
O, and if you feel like it then please sing along
No nothing that I wanna say, I haven’t said before
But to use your words, you can never be to sure

See, even though. I don’t always show.. I’m glad that you’re along.
Said I’m glad that your're around

O sonny, so strange, to hear and see
That someone so different is, a soul like me.
You may have gone right, where I would have gone left.
But son, that’s alright. I will always have your back
See even though. I don’t always show.
I’m proud of you, my son.

Old days, and all of the new wanting to be like you.

Every time I look at you. I see myself. I’m so proud of you.
For you help make me what I am.
A better man.
I’m just so proud of you.

O Dad, your views in life. Tell me how they came to be.
Well see, I didn’t know my father like the way that you know me.

Son, life is just too short. For us to never be in touch.
That’s why I Want to tell you that I love you very much.
Oh even though, I don’t always show. You know
And I want you to know that.

Every time I look at you. I see myself. I’m so proud of you.
For you help make me what I am.
A better man.
I’m just so proud of you.

I’m here and I’ll be if I can A father and a friend.

Every time I look at you.

Every time I look at you. I see myself. I’m so proud of you.
For you help make me what I am.
A better man.
I’m just so proud of you.
You know that one day too I ll be walking in your shoes
Yeah and I know that you'll do fine cause you're a son of mine
Oh Hey papa tell me what you've learned so that I don't get my fingers burned
Son you'll see that as you go you'll make mistakes of your own
But that's oke man see you live and you learn
You live and you learn
Father & Friend - Alain Clark


5 komentar:

  1. aku sendiri sedari kecil lom pernah rasain gmn kasih sayang bapakku. karena emank udah pass away dari dulu.

    so, kalo aku sekarang so guilty sama perasaanku ke mamaku..

    btw M., daddy is here.. hihihih..

    *hugs*

    BalasHapus
  2. dear M,
    sedih ya... kasian kamu....
    sadly, things like that happen cuma jangan sampe jadi batu sandungan buat kamu menikmati hidup kamu yah...

    Kay, My dad dont know who to love... Life goes on... Dan disitu kamu maju, jalan terus dengan dagu terangkat... We're all secretly are soldiers, love... Luka2 yang ditorehkan ke kamu nunjukin kamu perkasa karena kamu masi berdiri... :)

    BalasHapus
  3. Sabar, gw juga bermasalah sama Papa gw (kok jadi curhat?). Kasusnya kurang lebih sama dan gw rasa Papa/Bokap lu masih sayang, buktinya bisa nyekolahin sampai jadi orang seperti sekarang. Okeh2?

    BalasHapus
  4. @Margriet: *hugz back* tumben reply bu
    @CH: I know dear somehow what had happened 2 u reminds me of my situation
    @Gogo: makasih ya Go *hugz hugz*
    @Berry: iya berusaha sabar dan tahan panjang sabar.... thanks Berry

    BalasHapus