136 Original Music Albums

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It's uncontrollable
And I just can't help it
When I try to leave
And I'm right back at it
So uncontrollable
And I just can't hide it
When I try to leave
It keeps on pushing me
Uncontrollable
Uncontrollable - Adrienne Bailon

I don't want to show off. But I really need to reevaluate this phenomena that happens to me. I know I have it all on my work hard, my own money.

But the problem is, is it really what I want? Is it really my passionate to music?

Consider that some of them is just an instant compulsive buying while I was at the music stores.

Is there a corelation to the competition between me as a music addict and my friends who were also music addicts?

I really dont think so. Altough sometimes I feel jealous to their music collections. But I guess what really drives me crazy is the ex factor. Lolz. You know my ex friend with benefit, F124n05, as a music buyer for a big and legendary music store in my country has a huge collection of music library. And somehow maybe I want to show him that I can make my own music library without any help from him, without any free samples he didn't like then gave them to me, without any discounts that he could get from the distributors. I want to show him that I can build my own music collections with my own money. At first I tought I wouldnt have a free samples just like him. But here I am now, I can buy music albums with my own money but then I also can have free samples from the distributors.

Satisfied??

Nope. I think there still is a void in my heart. hix...(T_T)

You can talk all you want but my skin is really thick
I’m the leader of a crowd and my game is really slick
I’m unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable
Unstoppable - Kat DeLuna